Sometimes I wish I was alive..............

Lies and deceit,
Anger and
The hatred that fills you now;
She turned,
And kissed me goodbye.
Some deny it,
But I wont this time.
This hurts.
But you'll live
Sometimes I wish
I was alive.

So turn and kiss me again,
We'll live forever tonight
In that moment.

In your eyes I see the anger
Grow and grow
But still I wonder.

Who could burn
And stay as cold as you?
Im just another pile of ashes
In your way.
Come back tomorrow;
Cause like a phoenix,
I'll rise out of those ashes
And fly away.

I'll bear my crimson heart,
And the horrors I've seen.
No longer pinned to my shoulder
Locked away in a safe
Never to see the other.